Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Today is a happy day but why am i feeling do funny?
I really hate my own attitude just now
what the heck am i doing.
6:50 AM
Thursday, October 21, 2010
just hope that she would stop borrow money from other people.
especially from this family like da yi, san yi, xiao yi, ah ku, veron jiejie and other.
i know i'm not the one who borrow or own them and i don have to feel anything
but it just making me feel bad and guitly.
7:11 AM
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Yesterday went to cwp to watch The Karate Kids with my cousins.
Reach there le wow the q was so long and the ticket was almost finish.
lucky there was exact ticket for us but we were separate into three
pairs cause there no other ticket. we sat at the very first row and
we were abit late for the show. well and the show was really nice to watch
it make me feel like watching again.
3:08 AM
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Today me and my cousins went to KTV at Marsiling Community Centre. When we reach there as the KTV lounge is at 2nd level we have to make a big round to go to our lounge finally reach there le then the man told us that they have let our room to some other people because we were late for few minute but we were only downstairs at the main entrance looking for a way to go up. so we went to another KTV at Sembawang. on the journey to Sembawang KTV my elder cousin keep scolding the man using vaguler language. Reach there le we play and sing song. well not bad it was fun.
4:58 AM
Monday, April 5, 2010
Yesterday 4 of april was my 16yrs old birthday.
All my family member came to celebrate for me, I was happy cause those ppl tht wanted to see actually came. And my aunties cook my favourite dish for me to eat, then we took some photos.
I like this family very much and as for my wish "I wish that this family can be together forever and never be separated". And I want to be with them forever.
5:00 AM
Saturday, March 20, 2010
这是为你而写的博客。虽然这位人很小气，有的时候她也很凶，但是她有个优点就是成熟稳重。其实那是一种关心，而那个人就是veron姐姐。对我来说她是个 好又心地善良的表姐。我有四个表姐，以前我一直都比较喜欢Joanna姐姐，因为她比较会和我玩。可是现在我觉的veron姐姐比较关心我。因为她处处帮 助我，比如说； 我生病的时候，她会抽出时间来看我陪伴我。倒不如说，最近，我有些问题，她也有帮我。如果可以选择的话，我下辈子还要做你的表妹。
veron jie jie 虽然我们俩个之是表姐妹， 而对你我可能也和 ah Jia 她们一样只是表妹
可是对我你却是个很重要的表姐。我一之想告诉你虽然你只是我表姐，但对我你就像个姐姐一样。
今天是你的生日，祝你生日快乐，Wish you succeed in everything!!!
9:22 AM
Friday, March 19, 2010
Today me and my cousin went to St Anthony church to see my grandmother.
Half way through it started to rain so we walk under
the shelter reach there le stay for about 30min.
Then me,veron jie jie and Jonathan walk back using shelter again
but on the way the rain got bigger so only me but veron jie jie and Jonathan got wet.
although it was difficult but it was very fun walking under the HDB flat cause it was like playing maze.
7:18 AM
Monday, March 8, 2010
People like me is already being look down by many people and I afraid that I will be look down even more if I quit school. I know that I don need to care what other people say or think about me
but sometimes it really just...............
Sometimes I find that I'm very useless cause every times I want to say something
I don dare to say and I hate it when I'm like this.
It not I don want to tell mummy I want to quit school it just that if I tell her
she sure will ask me why I want to quit school
but I don know how to answer and I don want to answer.
I really really want to quit school.
damn it why am I so useless.
12:07 AM
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Ever since I started my secondary school many unpleasant thing and unhappiness happen.
nether is outside or inside the school my life has became very boring.
Thing change, friend change well it not like something happen
it just so hard to get along with my classmate
To be honest I don like my secondary school life.
I was thinking of quitting school but I know that I will regret it in the future and what else can I do if I quit school. anyway it the same if I quit school or not. There nothing I can do even if I finish studying. Well it not like I don't like study it just that
I really don feel like studying anymore and now I was skipping school all most everday.
well it truth that my health is the problem but the real reason is because I don want to go.
everytimes when people ask me how my life in school. I'll like don know how to reply them.
I'll just tell them ok. and of course it not the real answer plus I can't tell them the truth anyway.
can some one just tell me what should I do?
8:42 PM
Monday, January 18, 2010
She has already left us for about 2 month le.
but whenever I think about her I will get the feeling that she still exist
and whenever I saw her photo frame on the wall I can't say that I'm totally
use to it.
9:50 PM
Friday, January 15, 2010
School already started for two week le well nothing change in school. it just that the teacher like to tell joke so lesson is quite funny. as for house... there are some changes the house become so quiet now. And there no one coming to my house frequently any more. It just so BORING and SIAN!!!!!
end le.
jas
4:00 AM
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Today 9am go to St Anthony church to see my grandmother then come
back at around 11+am. Then we play the games called wii for the whole
day. And today is the last day of school holiday le and school start right
tomorrow. sigh..... have to wake up so early at 6am in the morning again.
once school start then will be very sian and boreding liao.
12:54 AM
Friday, January 1, 2010
Happy new year to everybody. Wow it already 2010 hope it a good year for me not like the past 2 year bad thing keep happening. So hope that good thing would happen for me and my family this year.
well in here wish everybody around me a health body and a good year.
12:01 AM
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
During this 2 month of holiday, it kind of bored and thing happen or
should i say it already happen a few month back.
Well most of it is because money problem and other is about my grandma death.
Well i can't say that it completely sad cause fun thing still happen.
So i don know should i say it a good or bad holiday.
Hm...... my feeling now is half happy half sad n worry.
2:18 AM
Monday, December 28, 2009
Yesterday I went to the ECP with my family(relative) for the whole afternoon.
Although it was bored but I was feeling happy cause it been quiet a long time
that we have a big family trip. although there some family member did't go
because of work and there one person who can never be with us anymore.
well we took some photo and play poker cards then ard 2+ I went walking
with my cousin joycelin and her bf sy. half way back I saw my other cousin
(veron) then went for another walk with her and her bf (kelvin).
wo jue de wo hao xiang zai zhou ta mem de dian teng bao.
then when we went back not long it started to rain so we packed up as fast as
we can, when the rain started to slow down, rainbow appeared it was quiet beautiful.
After that we went home eat dinner and play a game called truth or dare.
ok then that all for today I post again when I feel like it.
bye.
12:10 AM
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Two days ago, I was sleeping with my cousin (Joanna) with my hands holding on to hers at around 12plus. Out of a sudden, I saw her crying. At first, she didn't tell me the reason for her tears but eventually, she told me so. The reason why she cried is because the following morning is the cremation of our grandmother. We chatted till 5plus then I dozed off to sleep.
12-11-09
We woke up at 7plus and prepared ourselves by washing up. Next, we went down to eat breakfast, take a family portrait and all of us waited for the priest to pray for my grandmother. Poor Ah Zai, he got to carry me up and down, here and there. Then, we boarded the bus to the St Anthony church followed by the Mandai's cremation hall and view the cremation of my grandmother. Even though I didn't cry, I felt very sad and uncomfortable at heart. Then, we came back, served the guests and took a nap. Afterwhich, I watch a comical ghost show with my family (relatives).
13-11-09
Today, I am the last one to wake up for preparation to Mandai's cremation hall. We boarded the bus to collect my grandmother's ash and then, headed to the church to put my grandmother's ash beside my grandfather's. I called Ah Ma once she was properly placed. I MISS HER! After that, I came back home and played poker card games with my cousins before eating MacDonald for lunch.
AH MA, Rest In Peace! No worries, we'll definitely fulfil your last wish by gathering at Ah Ma's house regularly.
8:00 PM
Sunday, November 8, 2009
lots of things happen lately,
haiz.... two day ago my granny finally end her suffering.
my grandpa has come for her"rest in peace grandma.
u will always be in my heart...i will never forget u"....
thn now we doin her funeral. now everybody mood has calm abit.
hope thing would turn better after all the bad thing that has happened
to me and people around me.
8:47 PM
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
My holiday start about one week ago le. But can say half happy half sad
happy is because no need to go school le and this few days all my relative is here
sad thing is because my ah ma is very sick. All my family(relative) cry cause today
her look is not so good is very bad. I abit don like myself today
cause when everybodyis crying I nv cry like nothing happen like that.
But when I saw them cry my heart felt like abit hot and warm iya
I donno how to say this la. just not a very good feeling.
Then we wait for the nurse to come to check on ah ma .
Come le I donno what she say to my mother, aunt and cousin
but I know after that everybody then relax abit but also not so relax abit only.
At night my big cousin play games with us hm.....ok lol quite fun
we play until like crasy.
nothing to say le bye.
10:31 AM
Monday, September 21, 2009
on 19/9/09, my cousin came to my house and play.
at night around 7+ we go down to the shelter to play
firework and candle. one of my cousin light up the sparkle
for me but I did't dare to take cause I was afraid of the fire.
then second time I try to light up myself but I throw away
the sparkle when it reach half way only. then I try to light
up the sparkle again finaly I was not afraid anymore.
after that we play the wax it was hot but fun.
yesterday 20/9/09, it was my most happiest days cause
most of my relative came to my house.
today 21/9/09, around 1.30pm we went to see my grandfather
reach there around 2+ stay there a while until my big sister cousin
come then we go home le.
then end le
bye bye.
12:36 AM
